ISTILL

2011-06-04T13:22:00.002+08:00

只要你真心喜欢过一个人，你的心就会有一部份，是永远属于他的。

2011-03-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

回忆起我们小时候，闭上眼睛就能感受。 我们长大了，但回忆呢？

2011-03-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

一边温驯爱着，一边激烈恨着，心能有几颗。
我痛得快死了，可却还能活着，你说该如何。

2011-03-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

你离开的时候没有一句没有一句对不起。对不起，是我太之执迷。
你离开的时候没有一句没有一句话说请，说清楚离开的原因。
也许他可靠他实际他不一样，他能够给你安全感，不是梦想。
谁还会在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话。
每关系我们分了没关系，这不是你的问题，
是我没那个福气，没福气却又爱上你。
就算哭了没关系，这不是你的问题。
痛痛快快给我一枪，我没关系。
爱情里面总有一个比较傻，
要怪就怪我放不下。
痛苦给我幸福留给你和他。

i'll cry everytime i sing tis.

2011-03-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

was thinkin abt a dumb fishin theory.
shall continue tml.

i keep pondering.
why.
i dun understand.
i tot i get to keep all by my side.

2011-03-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

雨后的天空是否有放晴后的面容。

我没有说谎，我何必说谎，爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样，
别说我说谎，人生已经那么的艰难，有些事就不要拆穿，
我没有说谎，是爱情说谎。

2011-03-19T23:26:00.005+08:00

我有好几个爱唱悲伤情歌给我听的好朋友。她们都是我最爱的朋友。

A总爱唱：谁说我没长大，谁说我不够坚强，就算受了伤也不会害怕，有一天幸福再造访
Q就会唱：爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。
W她唱：想哭就到我怀里哭 ~
B他唱：oh baby, 你答应我的我都还记得，但是你却忘了你的承诺.
B他又唱：没关系，我们分了没关系，这不是你的问题，是我没那个福气，没福气却又爱上你。

爱情里最痛的一句就是我明明爱你还要说没关系。

2011-03-17T12:13:00.001+08:00

我努力想起你，哭也没关系。

itslikeadreamcometrue.
imissyou.

2010-12-29T03:07:00.004+08:00

Tonight im falling and i cant get up,
i need ur loving hands to come and pick me up.
tis song on repeat mode when im down like fuck shit.

i regret not leaving myself any space.
now tt ive drained myself out,
im breaking down.
i forget tt ive sucha space ovr here
always ready for me.
wat was it tt cause my breakdown ?
i guess its all factors tt ive been keeepin inside,
thou i tried to talk abt it, but no one seems to understand.
a friends-forgettin season,
as much as i care abt u as friend, i dun wish to be ur stranger.
i dun wish to help u everytime u need me and yet bein forget
the next moment. i dun like to be there whenever u need us
but u're gone when ur old frens come pick u up again like
u're a lost dog. thinkin tt i shld nt be selfish in thinkin like tis
but u ppl doesnt treasure it at all. the reason tt im being so
calculative in relationship within everyone is becuz i realised
tt ive cared far too much. i cared too much for ppl i care .
i often felt so tired , so helpless , so emo.
crying too much to relax but it din help much.

why am i sucha failure ?

2010-11-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

2010-06-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

hello space.
my dearest mini corner.
had been lost in the reality world.
things had been changin drastically.
i used to have Emo as accompany.
now EMO is a crime for me.
cant even shout out loud wats
bothering me. dun keep me shut for
long. i need my space. i miss tt damn
Emo tse. i dun like being a puppet
who move when u move. get me some
space.

2010-04-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

sometimes ,
you just have to be the first to say sorry
to save the relationship tt you love.

2010-04-17T12:32:00.003+08:00

HAD THE SUDDEN FEEL OF GAZING AT

STARS WHEN I FEEL SO DAMN TERRIBLE.

ITS SUCHA HARD TO DESCRIBE FEELIN......

I JUST FEEL LIKE THROWIN EVERYTHING

BEHIND AND LEAVE......I JUST FEEL LIKE

DIGGIN INTO SOME SHELTER AND STAY IN

THERE FOREVER....ITS TIME TO GROW IN

THE REALITY, BUT I PREFER TO BE TT KID

WHO DUN LEARN UR HARD WAY......UR WORDS

HURT SO BADLY AND THOSE STARES ARE

MURDERING ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN.....

JUST STFU.

2010-04-07T11:43:00.002+08:00

man xia lai de shen huo zui shu fu.
fang man de jiao bu hen qing song.
ba shi jian dou liu gei zhi ji , bu wei
shui er huo. zuo zhi ji zui xi huan de
dong xi , he zui xi huan de shui, chi
zui ai de shi wu, ting zui ai de ge.
wo zai deng dai shi jian man xia lai.

2010-03-24T09:42:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IT WHEN HE WHISPER
I LOVE YOU IN MY EARS..... :)

2010-03-23T09:46:00.001+08:00

IT HAVE BEEN SO LONG SINCE I FEEL
LIKE BLOGGING , TIME HAS ALWAYS
BEEN RUNNING OUT FOR ME , PPL ARE
ALWAYS RUSHING TSE TO GET THINGS
DONE IN THEIR PACE, NOBODY HAS EVER
PUT MY PACE IN THEIR CONCERN......
SO MANY MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGE,
BE IT DATES, TIME, RELATIONSHIPS,
FRIENDSHIP, STATUS AND WHAT HAV YOU.
NOBODY DARE TO STAY UNCHANGED.
EVERYONE IS ON THE GO EVERY MINS......
AND IM STARTING TO MISS THE DAYS
WHEN TSE WILL ONI SLACK HER LIFE
AWAY IN SCHOOL......TAKE EVERYTHING
SLOWLY, SPEND TIMES WITH THE BEST
PPL OF HER LIFE, DO THEIR FAVOURITES
STUFFS, SHARE THE FUNNIEST JOKE,
EAT THE ALL TIME FAV FOOD IN SCHOOL......
I MISS THOSE DAYS WHERE THE 6 LIVE IN
THEIR OWN WORLD......I MISS THOSE DAYS
WHERE WE ALL WEAR BLACK TGT W/OUT PLAN.....
WE WENT TO TAKE NPRINTS JUS BECUZ WE WEAR
BLACK.....

I DUN LIKE IT BUSY BECUZ I'VE NO TIME FOR
MISSING THOSE MEMORIES.......I DUN LIKE
TO USE BUSY AS AN EXCUSE, BUT IM REALLI
BUSY......SOMETIMES I JUS WISH TO THROW
EVERYTHING AWAY......GIVE EVERYONE A BIG
HUG AND CRY......LALALAS~~~
IM DONE WITH MY LONG CRAP !!!!

I MISS MISS BAZYQE ~~

2010-03-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

When I'm angsty or pissed off,
my anger slowly morphs into sadness
and I get overwhelmed by this urge to cry.

2010-02-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

You’ve got to risk love.
It doesn’t mean that you’re never going to
get hurt but the pain you feel will never
compare to the regret that comes from
walking away from love.

2010-02-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves

2010-02-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

我要的坚强不是谁的肩膀
怀抱是个不能停留的地方
我要的飞翔不是借双翅膀
自由是个不能代替的远方

2010-01-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

OOOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!

i long for tis watch like MOOONNNNTHHHSSS alrdy........

wannaaa get ittttt luh !!!! but still procrastinating........

oOOMMMGGGGG........so nice luhhhh........

any kind soul ????

but dun know should get which one ........

the one with purple button or the gold one !!!!!!!

but gold button is limited eddition luhhhh !!!!!!!

2010-01-24T02:29:00.002+08:00

i haven been stayin close enough to my heart.
because i cant hear my true feelings.
ppl are trying hard to fake up a scene, and
im trying hard to blend in their scene.
i cant feel my true self , guess im used to act
with them too. i dun even know which is me.
the kind one or the evil one.
when u stay real, ppl gets jealous of ur true self.
when u fake , ppl thinks u're nonsense.

2010-01-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

stole tis from miss lim's blog,
let's see when she'll notice......wahaha....
tis is how a girl feels abt the guy she love. and its quite true.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight and don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's alright, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 years later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you. (Most important!)
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

Find it true enough? :)

2010-01-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔

窗外的天气就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停让想念继续
让爱变透明我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽

2010-01-15T01:17:00.002+08:00

我喜欢听雨的声音,
因为它象思念的声音.

我不喜欢让他/她们轻易的知道
我的心情. 因为我会内疚他们
总在我眼泪快滴下前陪在我
身边. 我不喜欢他总知道我
脸上的笑背后藏着担忧藏着
不安藏着不快乐,他总是第一
时间尽力完成我的要求,总
提醒着我如果有不快乐要记得
找他. 她总是会在我最低潮时
出现在附近,总是看到我在哭.
总是静静的等我哭完. 她虽然
总是静静的, 但总在我失去方向
时呆在我身边带我走出黑暗,
就算再忙也陪我到最后. 她总
是比我无聊,比我想出门,比我
喜欢聊是非,而我发现我不能
没有她的陪伴,因为我受她影响
很深. 他们总是知道我几时下雨.

哭过就好了伤都会好的
哭过就好了痛都会走的

2010-01-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

Love is like tug of war -

it hurts so bad to hold on,

but for some odd reason,

you just can't seem to let go.

2010-01-01T13:21:00.002+08:00

OMG. IM REALLY NT READY FOR 2010.
AND IT JUST CAME IN LIKE TIS !!!!
I WAS LIKE SO SHOCK TO REALISED
2010 HAS ALREADY KICK OUT 2009 IN
SPLIT SECONDS WHEN IM STANDIN
AT MARINA SQUARE. THE MORE I GROW
THE MORE I REALISED EVERY NEW YEAR
DOESNT MEAN BETTER STUFFS. EVERY
YEAR PPL WISH FOR A BETTER YEAR ,
BUT IN THE END , ITS STILL NT GETTIN
BETTER. BECUZ I FEEL SO EMPTY TIS
YEAR. NO MATTER HOW THE FIREWORKS
DAZZLE AND SPARKLE, THE HEART STILL
FEELS PAINFUL......TRIED HIDIN IN THE
CROWDS, SQUEEZE AND WALK LIKE LAST
YEAR, I BET NO ONE BELIEVE I FEEL LIKE
CRYIN HARD ON NEW YEAR. SO MANY
TIME AND MOMENTS WHEN IM QUIET,
I ALMOST CRY. THANK YOU FOR EVRYTHING.

IN A RUSH TO WENT OUT LAST NIGHT ,
WANTED TO THANK THOSE PPL FOR
ACCOMPANYIN ME THRU OUT 2009 ,
BE IT THE BEST PART OR THE WORST.
BE IT THE SWEET TIMES OR THE TEARS.
BE IT THE SMILES OR THE ANGER,
BE IT THE LAUGHTER OR THE CRAZY TIMES.
THANKS FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE.
THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME ......
THANKS FOR LEAVING ME.......
THANKS FOR MAKING ME JUMP WITH JOY ,
THANKS FOR MAKING ME CRY LIKE IDIOT.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME SMILE LIKE CLOWN.
THANKS FOR PARTYING WITH ME TILL LATE.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

I'VE THE BEST AND WORST MEMORIES FOR 2009.
I'LL RMB THE BEST MORE AND BE THANKFUL
TT YOU AT LEAST DID CAME INTO MY LIFE ,
CHANGE AND SPICE THINGS UP.

THE MOST CLEAR MEMORIES OF 2009 IS THE
START AND THE END. IT STARTED WITH YOU
BY MY SIDE AND IT ENDS WTH PARTYING WITH
MY MOST LOVELY QI AND YING.

STILL GT TOO MUCH TO SAY,
BUT GT TO RUSH FOR DAMN WORK ALREADY.
ALRIGHTS , DOUBLE PAY, HERE I COME.
SHALL CONTINUE TONIGHT.

2009-12-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘

its true ttm.

2009-12-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

想念是会呼吸的痛

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了

time flies.......
i thought as the day pass by,
the date wun mean anything anymore.
but no matter how much i wanted to
forget , fate always make the right timin back.
im like always peelin my scar and makin it bleed.
i dun mind bleedin all over and cry.
it juz makes me rmb you.
im sucha sadist.

i feel hard to smile anymore.
becuz i cant find the reason to smile.
even someone who dun know me well
tells me tt i dun look happy at all.
i dun know wat i want now , becuz
i always failed to get wat i want.
im so tired of treatin everyone so nice,
in the end everyone treat me like an idiot.
im so tired of smilin at those ppl who
dun fuckin worth my smile.
seriously , im so tired........

im so lookin forward to the next off day.....
i wana go clubbin and then i wana go
roller-blading.....then i wana spent TIME
with bazyqe. be it dinner , lunch or breakfast.
sounds like im hopin to runaway from these
messsssss.actually i also dun know wat im tryin
to say. i know some ppl do know me better than i do .

tt songs keep playin in my mind :
"i miss you like crazy~~~”

2009-12-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

my gosh. im workin everyday non stop.
**actually gt stop lah, tts when i went
out to chill. haha.

i guess im still trying hard to get over
something tt wasnt supposingly mine.
till now , im still trying to make myself
busy, make my mind spaceless for those
stuffs. its like , i can tell u not him anymore.
but the shadow in my heart is still blinkin.
im very typical.when i fall in love,i'll find
his shit face perfect lah, when im nt, he
practically juz look like some shit. i gt
those feelin tt im juz usin 'm' to cover
up tt shadow in my heart. or im juz too
despo. im so sensitive tt i would get those
weird feelings whenever guys talk to me
sweetly.im afraid of their sweetness too.
i know i wun be fallin in love with him,
yet i question myself everytime they
come close to me. seriously i dun think
i like his fcukin face anymore, but wat i
miss is those hugs and kisses.

i rmb tt mt faber i said last christmas,
i rmb tt lame reply he gave,
i rmb tt christmas present,
i rmb tt night.
everything is still so fresh.
sometime i wish im a com, one with
the delete button. once delete and
reformat, everything would be gone.

tis christmas gona be a hard one.

2009-12-05T11:25:00.001+08:00

HappY BIRTHDAY To
ONGYUWEIJAEL & GOHPEIQI.

i DID enJOY myself lah, hope u ppl too.
anyway, clubbin was FUUNNNNNNN lah.
becuz im those rebellious kind& those
crAZY and high......

i gt very high everytime i see him ......
**hmmm~~~**grins.....

i woke from my dreams and back to reality.
reality hit my head hard and tell me i gt to
work already.**damn it.

2009-12-03T02:02:00.003+08:00

im kind of in a state tt i dun even know wat
im doing.........im like being drain out totally......
sweats,voice,brain cells and energyyyyy......
everyday i seems to be doin the same
thing. count money , count money , still
countin money. im so EMOTIONALLY
and PHYSICALLY drainED. customer in ,
customer in , still CUSTOMER IN.........
i know i have 5 pieces of $2 notes in my
HAND , YET wat my eyes see ARE 7 PIECES.
***like POWER sia.....i can easily spit out blood
from my throat....and i guess my throat infection
is nt gona heal.....

WAT I FCUKIN DO NT NEED IS :" thanks and
thankyou for helpin us uh.!"
"like tis then tis month wun eat grass , gt money."

WAT i FCUKIN NEED IS : " Oh, TML is ur off day !"
" go and TAKE a rest lah." " thankyou, you dun need
come HFC already ! "

i DREAD answerin their QNS everyday : " MANAGER ,
you transfering over right ?" " MANAGER , you work
untill wat time ?" "MANAGER, i go home alrdy, you leh? "
"MANAGER. here FUN right ?" "MANAGER, you have
bf right ?" "why no bf ?" "MANAGER, WHY
dun want transfer here?". IMAGINE they have 60 plus
crews, even if onli half of them ask me those qns everyday,
how many times i gt to repeat .

i need some peace , a shoulder , a singin voice , hugs , sleep ,
listening ears, and ALOT of time in the world. i wana watch
new moon, i wana go shoppin , i wana eat chicken chop.
i wana go datin , i wana skip work and go datin......BECUZ
they everyday TELL ME," MANAGER, i goin to watch
movie, you want come , aiya, you working. MANAGER,
i goin datin . tml nt workin lah. "

why am i left alone to fight tis chilly winter. :(

2009-11-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

shall update bloggy with photos when im nt tt
busy and lazyyy......hahahas.......had a hectic
schedule since exams are over.....though it tires
me out but it also shorten the time for me to think
of ppl and stuff tt i shldnt be doin.......however my
mighty powerful mind still manage to daydream
and come out with all sorts of imagination when im
alsleep , leaving me almost cryin and sometimes
laughin inside when i woke up......most of the time ,
i'll wake up and think abt the dream and close my
eyes again hopin i could get more smiles in my
dreams. i had one tis mornin , dreamt abt havin
B by my side, it feels so warm and happy ........
but mom start to yell for me to wake. =.=
i feel so despo for someone to be beside me ,
becuz i feel cold and lonely everytime i walk tt
long and rainy way home......

这一个冬天，我得一个人走回家。
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下。
问自己习惯了吗，没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话

2009-11-23T02:57:00.001+08:00

It’s funny how you still love tt person,
when you stop needing them like you used to.

I like to pretend that everything’s alright.
Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine.
Sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.

why cant i smile when so much has happen w/out
you.

2009-11-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

Im nice but I’m no angel.
I do wrong things but I’m not a devil.
I am just a small girl in a big world,
trying to find somebody to love.

2009-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

im a case sensitive person ,
sensitive to words ,
sensitive to numbers,
sensitive to names .......
so many times, i'll laugh
at myself whenever i pause
on something i heard or see
tt has got to do with ppl im
thinking of.......esp when yanti
shouted "ma-lai-ren, ma-lai-ren".....
i almost spit out my coke.........

HfC is a place tt i'll probably shorten
my life span for.......its damn FCUKIN
irritating for their FCUK up way.......

2009-11-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

i dream of him which i do nt know
whether its a nightmare or sweet
dream. everything is so true to
the recent happenings.....mayb
its jus becuz of my concentration
on my roller coaster and prom....
the feeling juz doesnt feel right.....

2009-11-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish I were a
little kid again.....Skinned
knees are easier to heal than
broken hearts......

damn fcuking moody recently,
i dun know why i feel so fcuking
weird.....fcuking stress abt alot
issues......damn it.......

u're nt tt impt anymore.....and
tis calls for a celebration........
and its on ur fcuking day !!!!!
yeah ~~~ ^^V

2009-11-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

i juz realised tt some idiot heck into my acc ,
anyhow post onli ,anyhow change my tittle,
put heart heart beside her name......and she
think she very cute. -_-lll

omg, i alight at the wrong bustop and gt to
walk the distance of two bustop back to
granny hse........Tml gt to see those fuck
up ppl at HFC.....NB.......life juz cant get
better.

2009-11-11T16:27:00.008+08:00

Thanks people!

2009-11-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

i tell myself i shld stop being affected....
but the more i hypnotised myself , the
more uneasy i start to feel...... i lied to
myself by coming up with thousands of
reasons to hate you. yet none works.
i do nt want to cry , yet tears cant be
controlled at all......

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱

2009-11-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

once again , i lose to my curiosity.
i peeep into the truth and found
out things i shldnt know at all.
i realli wana thanks those who din
let me know and keep me away.
i shldnt be affect at all , yet i was.

我不想说再见,
因为我舍不得.

i juz wana say im sorry.

2009-11-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

The silly girl told me to read tis story :
Someone will always catch you when you fall,
and it won’t always be who you thought it would.
The people you think love you most might watch
you fall, wait, and then congratulate you when you
find your own way back up. This doesn’t mean they
love you less; they just know that you’re stronger
than you give yourself credit for.

The most important thing is to not be bitter
about life’s disappointments. Learn to let go
of the past and recognize that every day wont
be sunny. And when you find yourself in the
darkness of despair, remember it’s only in the
black of night, that you can see the stars. And
those stars will lead you back home. So don’t
be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall,
because most of the time the greatest rewards
come from doing the things that scare you the
most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wished for.
Maybe you’ll get more than you could have imagined.
Who knows where life will take you, the road is long and
in the end, the journey is the destination.

2009-11-01T18:33:00.001+08:00

Being lonely isn't the worst
feeling in the world.
It's being forgotten by someone
you can never forget.

sometimes i really appreciate the silence.......
no matter how close we are or we used to be ,
the silence tt actually speaks ur words ,
i could feel it. maybe u know tt i've words to
say too , and yet u know again tt words i din
say out. u used ur way to cheer me and din
go into topics tt i dun want to think of. others
from the outside can hurt me without thinkin
twice abt their choice of words , yet u know
wat i fear hearing of. maybe all tis is juz my
wishful thnking, but i still wana let u know
im thankful for tt night. sometimes i hope
we were still the same , sharing all the same.
i must admit im jealous of her.

当你孤单你会想起谁,
是不是想找个人来陪.

2009-10-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

I can’t help it.
I’m too weak to restrain myself from you.
I can’t help looking for you in a crowd.
I can’t help thinking of you in the middle
of the night, day, or anytime at all.
I can’t help wishing that you would love me.
I can’t help waiting for the moment we will talk again.
I can’t help wanting to be more than just friends.
I can’t help the way I love you..
although I wish I could.

2009-10-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes in life ,
some ppl are out to hurt you.
they make hell sounds like heaven.
they make life sounds so easy.
they make lies sounds like prize.
they tot brainwashing is like dishwashing.
they tot lollipops are everything to a kid.
and they din know they look hideous......
so wat if they are on the top.
to me , they are jus some dirt on my toe.....
some dirty dirt.....
jus fuck off from my face......
u are nth but a dirt whore.

2009-10-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

its nt emo,
its just tt im used to think
deeper than u do.
if i've chance to be happy,
why would i choose sorrow.

i guess my head is really overwhelmed
right now by all sorts and all kinds of
emotion. i dun know if i shld worry abt
my english exam, i dun know wat to do
with less than 48 hrs with my maths.
my main concern right now is on my
english and maths tt fall on tis comin
monday. once its over , my head shall
gets lighter by a pound. becuz im losin
onces of brain juice constantly.

2009-10-24T02:23:00.000+08:00

It gets hard to trust anyone when
everyone you ever opened your heart to
has let you down.

2009-10-12T23:49:00.002+08:00

whenever IM FEElING DOWN and OUT,
crying alone , i juz wish to hav someone's
shoulder and wait till i dry my tears.

2009-10-05T22:02:00.001+08:00

i NEEd more time to tell u more.

2009-10-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

you NVR really know wat u HAD ,
untill ITS GONE.........
you NVR really know wat u WANt ,
untill you LEFT ALL ALONE......

2009-10-02T03:03:00.000+08:00

NEW MOON : LOVE IS IR-RATIONAL,
THE MORE YOU LOVE ,
THE LESSER SENSE IT MAKE.

2009-09-26T19:08:00.004+08:00

my vivid memories and imagination of you

is crushing badly on me. the yearning for u

feel is killing me day by day. tell me a way

tt i can erase you away frm my mind, so tt

you dun hav to deal with a loathsome me.

i often woke up frm dreams, almost crying,

wanted a hug, but could onli find my pillow

ard me.

i cant survive my own beatings.

i found no one to turn to.

i found tears in my eyes.

i found no more shoulders.

i found no more voice singing.

i found my broken heart alone.

2009-09-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

most of the times ,
i have thouSand of words to say.
but most of the times ,
i choose to keep those words to myself.
most of the times ,
i feel like crying,
but most of the times ,
i choose to cry alone.

i Choose to keep , i choose to hide.
i choose to enclose all those emotions
behind the scene. cuz i nvr wanted
them to know i cant walk out of my
fall.

2009-09-20T17:04:00.014+08:00

i've got rashes all Over My BOdy when i gt
home after worK At HFC.........buT I CAnt
upload the photos because lappy bluetooth
doesnt work at all......so mc again at hfc.......
i sounds like havin mc everytime WORking
at hfc......but tis time round , Im Nt deliBRATE de !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8r-xcnlSOA&feature=popular
and i saw tis new MOON trailer
which is daMN NICE !!!!!!
BABY,will u watch tis with me again ???

i wished tt you'll say yes !
becuz im greedy.
i missed hearin , readin and seeing
tt three words: "f.p.p.".......i want to
hear frm u again......
becuz im greedy.
i wana hear ur voice , touch ur face ,
feel ur warmth,
becuz im greedy.
i dying to talk to u , see ur face , know
ur happenings.
becuz im greedy.
im wanting to share ur sorrows , be there
for ur joy.
becuz im greedy.
i want alot more, alot more ,alot more ,
alot more......
becuz im greedy.
everytime i tell myself to stop , i lost to my
own greediness.......

Im the type of girl who doesnt get over
things easily; who will beat herself up
when someone doesnt love her back;
who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels
shes not good enough.

2009-09-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

tis Is the firsT time I experience HAVin to tAKe
caRE Of a DrUNK......anD Its My GrANdpa !!!!!
AFTer WoRk , WhEn I REAcH Home ThEy TolD
Me GranDpa WAS DRunK.......HE COULD call my
name out WHen im In His ROom W/oUt LiGHt
and even talk to me , so i ToT He WaSNt BADly
Drunk , buT WhEn He ask granny and us to get
out of HIs Room and go eat kway tiao was a proof
he waS DrUNk. CUz He BoUGHt Hor Fun ,nt Kway
tiao wheN he drunk... then he was so cute when he
wanted to stand , we need to support him up , he
was cOUNTin 1 2 3 with me .....hahahas..... Me ANd
CouSIN HavE To gUarD hIM iN casE hE fALL oN hIS
ZIg ZAg waY tO tHe tOiLeT wHeN hE was rEpeaTIn
tt hE wAN tO weewee......after a while , When I wenT
To ChecK On HIM AFTEr hE FAllen alsLeeP , he woke
AND COulD cALL MY NAME OUt agaiN......i WAS SO
SHOCK ,CUZ I dIN SwitCH on THE LightS..... AND
GRANDPA wun be ExpEctIn Me in The hsE anyway
yet he KnoWs TTs Me WhEn He WAs DRUNk......
okaY.......grandpa was cuTE EnOUgH To Get HimselF
SO DRUNK !!!!!!

BeeN WatchIn LoVe DRama all ALoNg.......
And I Muz SAY LOve DrAMa are FOr LONEly
PPl W/Out lovers.......ANd Im ONE oF THEM....
when YOu HAv a Lover, yoU Dun NEEd ALL TIs
ArtificiAl DREAm Lovers at ALl.......so AM I BEin
RANDOm ???

2009-09-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

i WAs watchin zhongji 3guo........
and ZHAngfei said TIS :
"真心喜欢一个人,
就算世界毁灭,
也不能放开他的手." T_T

esp29 IS REAlli A Floodin TEARs ESp.......
KId BRo ToLD ME ITS VERy SaddEnin......
And i REALLI CRIEd Like flOOD.........

okay, tis FEW days I SHAll take some BREAK
FRm ALl THOSE books ANd PAPERs........gONA
WORk HArd FOR my BDAy........YEAH~ BDAyYY~~

2009-09-15T15:47:00.001+08:00

想你的夏季,
我想遇见你.

2009-09-13T21:40:00.001+08:00

我喜欢他但是我更希望他快乐,
对他没有放弃或不放弃,
只有守护.

2009-09-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

went town with dear duck and shop ard.......
waited for sotong to knock off and back to
graNNY hse......i was so hungry when i reach
home...so i went to cook mee....but guess wat.
i actually put the mee into microwave w/out
water !!!! and onli realised it after 2 mins....
and my 1/4 of my mee turn brown and chaota !!!
i bet i lost my mind whenever i get hungry !!!!
hahas~

Give ur stresss some wings so tt it can fly away......

2009-09-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

I dREAMt of U tiS MOrnIN........when I woke
FRM THE dReaM ,I try VEry HArd To RMb
THE COntentS , AND I WAS SMILIN AFTER
the dream.......i guess i WAS enjoying so MUCh
in My DREAM bEcuz EVERythING WAS bACK
TO THE PERFECT HOLIDaY I Hav.......with all
my LOVed Ones WORKIn TGT and I could SEE
eveRyONE EVERYday ard me.......i GUESS Im
HAvin suCH BAD DAys AT work RECENTLY
w/out you ard aND ttS Why im MISSIn EVERYOne......
i mISS THE last woRRy-lESs holiday.......
I MIssED WOrkIn With ducK JUZ A door awaY........
i missED WORKin WITh AH PA WHo WIll TAke good
CARe of everyONE.......
i missED Working at the mds statiON.......
i missED WORKIn WITH Uncle Mickel And All the otherS
"red UNI" GUYS .........
i missED workin when the four of us could work tgt...
i missED WOrkin WHEN he IS ARD ME.........

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解

2009-09-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

happY BIrtHDAy To FISHy TAn !!!!
yooohoo~~~haPPy BiRTHDAY !!!!!

My DAy staRTEd QUiTE BADLy BECUZ OF
Tt beTRAyAl dOg......NtH On Me
MAkE Her EyES COOl......SO SHE
STARted PICKin On Me FrM ToP To
BOTTOm......go FUCk urSElF And
DIe PLS !!!!

In Life , TeN PPL mAY MaKe Ur DAy,
BuT It TAKes ONLi ONE To SPOIl
EvERyTHINg !!!!!
BUT OvErAll, i Dun SEEMS To abUSE
MysElF WiTh Her cork tales.....

I WISH UPON A STAR,
WANA BE RIGHT HERE U ARE.

2009-09-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

AN Eye For AN EYE ,
And THE WhoLe world IS goING
blind......

就是开不了口让他知道
就是那么简单几句
我办不到

2009-09-05T16:53:00.001+08:00

i made a waste trip down to bm and
then rush down to clementi poly in
order to get my mc......i was nt onli
juz in time but was also takin the
super express lane......hahas......
when the nurse at the poly heard tt i
hav sore throat, she immediately gav
me a mask and direct me to their
"newly made" temp. clinic......
i found my way and saw a white big door
with a GUY guardin outside wat look like
a hauted house at the theme park......
he gav me a number and lead me in their "maze"...
i was the ONLI ONE in their room ,after they
register me ,another nurse guide me in the
"maze"...there was onli a doctor,she check for
my sore throat and when i told her i have reddish
eyes , she juz glance at tell me nth is wrong
with my eye tt has been reddish for 2 weeks.....
then she sent me out,with the nurse guidin me out
again to their "pharmacy" then to the cashier.....
and i settled everything in less than 5 mins......
HOW GREAT AND NICE ???

虽然有时候还是会想他。

2009-09-03T23:27:00.001+08:00

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了
电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

my procrastination Screw ME up.
all thanks to me. i need some
craziness to free my troubled heart.

2009-09-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

GossIP

i FAll In LOve with gossiP.......

so watever u Like To ThINk ABt

ME , I DUn CARe......i JUz WANA

GoSSip ABt THE WORLd !!!!!!

HAHAHAs~~~~TalKin BAd SEEMs

EVil , but WHo DOESnt ??? SO WAT

If It SOuNDS BITCHy ??? LIFE 's

SuPPOSE To BE HAPPENing , nt UR

plaiN FUCKless way.......so JUZ GET

OUT Of mY WAy, reTARd !!!

i WANA ENjOY My yOUTH , PLAy ALL I
WANt , Go PLAceS I NVR WEnt BEfore ,

do STuff I HAVEN TRied Of , LAUGH at

JOkes I Nvr LISten Of and SPEnt The TIME

In THe WORLd MEaNingfully........and I

SERIouslY wLD Nt WASte my TiME LIKE

Urs.......

SE:LIFE IS SHoRT , DO nt

WAit foR THE TIME to

CHASe ur LIFE , CHAse AFter

TIME for Ur LIFE nw ~~~

had A daY WIth DUCk ANd SOtONg ~~~

ever SInce The NEW yEAr shOPPin , we HAve

yet a proper chance to SHop Tgt like today......

althoUgh My LEg hurts , but im HAPPy more ~~

haha~~

do Nt GIv ME TT SIckENin FACE and lOUSy

Attidude Of URs , im DUn Go SChoOl FOR ur

FACe, SAve TT FOR ur MUM&DAD!!!!!

2009-09-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

HEREs my RAndoM AGAIn.........

I've Always beEN waITiN And DREAming
FoR The DAy WHEN i DRIVE My CAR Or
Ride My BiKE On THE road........ANd i CAn
Sense TT The DAys Are COmIng SOOn......
WOoo~~~RecEntLY i'VE BEEn HAViN DREAms
which i drove in THEm........HAHA......although
ALL Those DREAmS WERE VERy LAMelY
COnNECTEd LIke My BRAIn........but WHEn
i Woke, I FELt SO HAppy And excited ..........
WAHAHA........and I've BEEn thiNKin Of The
CAR Or Bike tt I WANted To OWN..........
i SEEMS to Like vintage cars At FIrst, Like
VOLkswagEN BEETle ANd VESpa......bUT now,
im considERINg MINI coopER OR NISSan MARCH
WHich IS more AFFordabLe.......aND I REAlli LIKE
HOW YAMAHa SPArk look LIKE WiTh ThOSE
eyES-LIKE LOOKin hEADliGHTS.......HAHAHA~~
although the Heights IS VERy SuiTAble , BUt i
ThInk scramBLER bike Look COOLEr........

hahaha~~

2009-08-30T22:03:00.004+08:00

i WanA BE RANDom TODAy.......

ok.......TEll u PPL SOmethING ,
i DUn LIKE MY CURRENT BOSS CUZ
sheS a ASS and SHE always thROW me
OUt for ATAchmenT AT HABourFROnt......
HEr reason IS : i cant work ALone.......
but Have SHe EVER RMB any tiME WHEn
she dID TEAch me SOmethING ??? i DUn
RMb ANy......Im ALways The SUAy ONe
WHo HAve To WIpe ThieR ASSHOLE WHEn
THEY SHit !!!! so EVERyTIME when Im
worKIN , THEY Will tOOK up All THE SEATS
In THE MaNAger ROOM ANd LEAVE All THOSe
ASS WIPIn JOB To ME.......
OH ~~ HOW GREAT ~~~~
I WOrk LIKE DOg YET PAID LIKE SHiT !!
And THEY OnLI CAre hoW EX WE ARE ???
HAve THEY EVEr REALISe HOW Much i CAN
ACComPLISh ALONE coMPARE To TWo creW ???
FUCK UR MUM ANd DAD LAH !!!!! FUCK WITH
UR BRAIN , NT UR HOLE !!!!!!!!
**IRRITATING !!!**

HEJIALE SAID IM EATIN VERY UNHEALTHY ,
cuz i had two honeys for my breakfast and two packs
of shakers fries......too SWEEEt And too SAlTTTTYY.....
i know but this is life~~ i dun WANa die regretin Nt
enJOyin my LIFE......ok, i know tis is very stuborn.......
but im JUZ crapIN.......let ME be OBstINATe FOR tiS
LIttle whILE cAn ???

i juz WANA whINE and RAnt a little too much.....
i JUZ wana POut WhEn ThIngs aRe irritATin......
i jUZ WANA CRAp WHEnEVEr i wanT......

FEW PPL REAlli CAres.......

2009-08-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

HAppY 18Th BIRThday To
alICIA WONG SI JIE........

so Sorry, i HAd A VERy BAd DAy !!!!
Im Juz FREAKin OuT At The SigHT
Of My ORAl examiners !!! Wth~~
CAn I HAve A BETter DAy ??? i HAve
A strong feeling tt my GRoup will
flunk Our O LEVEl ORAL badlY......
CUZ FEW SEEMS to BE ABle To MAke
TT BIG LUMP Of SHiT tcher SMILE
ABIT........ALL shE COULd GAVE WAS
A SHIT FACe THRU OUT !!!!!!
MAybe U CAn HypnoTISe ME ANd TEll
ME WAt I saw on HEr FACe WASnt HEr
TRue EMOtiONs........Im DAMn DISapPOInTEd
At Myself !!!!!!

2009-08-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

tIS has BeeN a VERy LOUSy WEEk !!!!!!!
fuCk PRELIMS LAh !!!!!!!
monday-physics & POA PAPer . BOTH CUi !!!
TueSdaY-geoG PAPer. maybe CAn MAke It......
wednesDAy-POA PAPer AGAIn...VERy CUI !!!!
Im FLunKin MATHS ,SCIENCE And POA BADLy !!!!
GONE CASe ALrdy lah !!!!
o Level ENgLISh Oral Tml !!!!!!!
WTh am I GoIng To SAy ????

i Juz NEEd SOme MORE TiME To RESt.........
All These PAPers Are DRIvin me nuTS !!!!
FUCk OFF IF U ARe TrYIn To IRRItaTE ME !!!!

2009-08-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

i Know I mIgHt HAve Realise tis far too
LAte..but i trusted 6th Sense and was right
after all Tis Time........One After Another......
u Nvr Failed To HuRt Me deep DOWn ANd
FATal.......yOu're alwayS the great One , Im
always the DUMb One.......tiME after TIMe ,
i allowed myself to faLL........I HypnOtise
myseLf tiMe AfTer Time And TrIed To Heal
everyTime.......but the woUnd Juz Left a
PermananT Scar So VIVid and Its REmindin
Me The Pain So OftEN tt i caNt FORget how
It feeL........I Turn So Sick TT I EnJOy FEELin
The PaiN U LEFt BehIND.......My HAnds Juz
COuldnt LEt GO........

2009-08-22T02:27:00.008+08:00

210809: Study DAy

DInnEr at long john

MoNopolY on The Road ~~

200809

i scratch my leg and It Bleed. wth.

my plaster cute right ~~ haha~

180809:afTEr chem MUGGin in School

we WeNt Lepak-in at 7-11 then move

on to the mega playground which has

been renovated already......

zaki the monkey

tortise or dino ???

messy messy me !!!!!!!!!!!!

felt so screwed up !!!!!!

i dun Know wat tis and Im Juz

feeliNg Like shiT !!!!!!!

and I cant Seems To Get AnyOne

who can SHare All Tis.........

when u start receivin weird Msg

frm me , tts when Im tryin to talk.

but u dun seems to care , tts when i

start tO Shut Off My ThInKIn FrM

YoU. Then i Realise No One understaND.

thanks for ur tiny winy Bit of attentiOn.

thanKs for those whO Tried To Make Me

LAuGH and SMile and Take Away those

PAin for tt few hours.

2009-08-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

WenT To CATcH "where gt ghosts"
WITh zakI,FIqaH,ViCtOR And ZHiYINg
AfTEr OUR "cuPP-Ing"......

Nt VeRy BAd, nt VEry ScarY But The
whOle ThInG WAS FUnNY.......stILL
Gt ScarEd By Few SceNEs........Now IS
SeVEn-mOnth le.......Must BE cAreful.....
Must RESpect All Good BroTHERs And
GOOD SISteRS.......*amiThoHu*

Then I WenT On To CWp To MeeT DUck,Gor&

BLAck........HAve DInner Then WAlk Ard cwp

And Went For "tHe ProPosal" WItH QI........

ThIS IS DAmn ShiOk ANd NICe !!!!!!!

Its SHiOK WHen I WAtch Two Movies A daYYY....

HAHA......And Tis Movie IS SO Nice !!!!!!

So FUNNy TOOOO!!!!!

I STiLL RMb Tis Few DAys, i KEPt HAvIn ThOSe

"ah MoH" TalKS wiTh FreNS......EVEryONE TEllin

Me Tis Name And TT NAme .....BuT I Dun KNow

WHICh FACe They TAlkIng Abt......CUz Im VEry

Lousy at ReMEMber foreiGNers wiTH CHim NAME !!!!

And To Me , All LOOk almosT The SAme......HAHA....

I WenT Home And FOund Out My FAv

POlka DOts Socks HAve HOLEs.....

After a DAy WAlk, my toes WAna

BreaK FREE And poKe Holes In My

Socks !!!!!!

I ThINk Im GettIn CraZy EVERyTIMe

ExamS coME........BuT SoME say I WAs

Nvr NorMAl At Any PArT Of The Time.......

i ThInk im REalli CRAzy !!!!!!!!!

Cuz I tend to LOse My conCEntratiOn Very

EAsy....so EAsy !!!! i jUz WANA ScrEaM And

ShoUt !!!!! And Mum RecentLy Always NAg

Me At the WrOng tiME , espEciAlly When

Im Tired, HAviN Stress, hungrY And EMO.

i Dun MeanT To Be LOUD, BuT she SeeMS

To Like Me BEinG Loud Since I HAven BEEn

Loud To Her FOr ThOUSand YEAr~~~~

LALALAs~~ DUn IrriTATe Me RIght Now !!!!

2009-08-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

TiMe FOR More OVERDUE
PHOToS !!!!!!!! SPenT So
MAny DAYS PLAyINg My
HEARt OUT, So Its TiME To
SHOW THE fun !!!!!!

080809 : STudy DAy At JE...

Its For SHoPPin AFter DiNNER !!!!

FIQAh

SYAA

SYAA&ISA

070809: NAtIOnAl DAy CELEbratIOn

They LOOK like POwer RanGER.

JAEl&ISA

DUCky

GORgeOUS

BorINg CELEBRAtIOn SHow In PROGRESs

So WE STARt To TAke Photo

MArC&ISA

SIU&SING&MARC

HUA&PEI&DAP BEhind US

5B's TeRRiToRY

HAIQAL&SYAA

SYAA

FIQAh&ISAb

SYAA&FIQAH

THE THREE GOSSIP QUEENs !!!

i ThINk I BETTER KEEP POstIng

ALl The PhotOS In CAse BLOGgER

GO BONKERs AGAin !!!!!!!

2009-08-18T20:18:00.003+08:00

STUDyInG Like CRAzy........
ChiOng Like SIAo........
Im TiREd ALreaDy.........
CAn THE WOrld JUz stOP SPinNing
FOR a DAy ??? LEt ME REST AWHILE.....
EYEbAg Are SHowIN ,DARk EYE RIngS
Are DArkENIn.........CAN I HAV MORe
THAn 24 HOurs A daY ???
I Hope My BRAin DO Nt FAIl ME RIgHT
NOW , NoT WHen I SPEnT So Much TiME
TRYing To STudY.........

ANd i seRiousLY haTE tt haUgHTY attIDUDE
oF urs , misS rude prINCess. i dO nT tHinK
yOu desERve aNY freN wheN u treaT oTheRS
lIKE uR doG. doG havE priDE aND riGhts Too.
aND u aRE nT the ONlI hUmaN lIVIN iN tiS
plaNET earTH. theY usED tO be under ur commanD
aND baRK lIKE ur doGGie , buT i'LL nvR waG
mY bUtt aT u , BloodybitcH. leArn To Treat Ur
FRENs LIKE THEy WERE SUPPOSed To BE......
Nt UR DOGGGY STYLE.

2009-08-15T22:44:00.001+08:00

okay......
BlOggEr is Still Nt LettIng ME PASs........
Im still having ProbLEMs........BuT ITS Ok..........
I WUn Let Tis afFEct My JubILAnt MOOD.........

WHy Am I FEELiN So LiGht And JubIlanT Today ???
Its Like..........wee~~ I Love Tis FEELing.......
sweEtie ~~ sweetIe~~ SweetIe~~ i've been HEARin
TIs as My NAme Too OFten REcently.........
alrigHTS.........juz trying To seLf-HIGh Abit.........
i stArt to get CRanky wHen All KInds of EMotIONs
Are JUMBling up tgt as One........i feel STRess OUt
By My BOOKs and EXAms , i FEEl RELaxed When
Im Out With wifeYS , i feel TEnseD Up WHen i CANt
finish My PAPer and i feel dejected when Im all alone in
the silent niGHt.......my soul is so restless aLL tis while.....
and Im HAvin NightmareS alMOst everyNIGht !!!!!

sOme SElf PRoclAIm-Ing SEEMs TO Make ME
ELated but at The same Time , i seeMS to deJect
too.....cuz I Know The TRUth Myself........

I FeeL Like a PriNcess WHEn my Bro PiGGYBAck
ME on The WAy Home AFter DINNER........
as It has AlwayS been Me who PiggYBAck
EVEryOne......my BRo Is Now Tall And StrOng
And Able TO caRRy My WeigHt........And
It HAs Always BEEn My dreAm To TRAin mY
BRo As The LAdy-kILLEr........He Gt To Treat
girLS well.......
And I Always Force Him To
TreaT Me Like PRInCESS !!!!!
HAHAHAHas~~~

2009-08-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

Ah !!!!! DaMN It !!!!!!!
Just When Im Nt LAzy And WAs Abt To
POst ALl ThOSe PhOtOS TAken Over The
WEek .......BlOGGEr IS ThrowiNg Temper
AGAin !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

BoTTLETREE pArk Was VERy fUn.......
eveRyThing WIll SEEms FUn WHEn
You're WIth Ur Loved Ones......
No MAttEr How FAr The DISTAnces ,
No Matter How tired.......
bEinG WITh THEm IS so RElaxINg.....

ProMISe.
tiS is a strOng word FOr me.
it doesnt matter if you said
promise or nt. do not go back
on ur words. im sensitive to
words. im broken hearted tis
time. time nvr heals. and lies
hurt badly. all i ever wanted
was ur smile. you agreed. yet
u went back on them. i cant help
it everytime it came to my mind,
tears came rolling down.i love
you no matter what. seeing ur smile
could make my day. but my day
haven been coming.

2009-08-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

i ThInK Its ALmOSt Time FOR Cupp-Ing
SEriOUSly.......i HAve My Own Set Of TiME......
Dun OverPUSH Me......SO Now WAt.........
im STAndIN On The LiNE Of Rp Or NP.........
Np Is my DreaMscHOOL WhicH DOEsnt HoLd
My InterESTs WhiLE Rp Is One Of The pOssiBLE
RESort.......and SomEtiME I DOuBt My inTEREst
For EARLy CHildHOOd And Guess I CHAnge my
MIND To EVEnt MAnagemENt.......so waT Shld I
DO NOW ???? i ThInk my ConclusIOn IS ...........
"juz Study firsT".....And leave THe shit
behIND first......

i Dun Know Why.......Im ALWAYS So RANDOm......
i Juz WAna SAy:"IMY"

2009-08-03T22:01:00.007+08:00

PhOTOs up !!!!!
Very MESsy juz Like ME !!!!
anYtHiNg LAh!!!!
PHotOs FRm ToDAy BAck To SATurday.......

LIMGUIHUA

DAPHYNEYAP

吃个泡面和吃个大变

SYAA&DAP

TANYIFENG;KID-BRO

MAHJONG FANATIC

FIQAH:]]

SYAA

SING&FIQAH

SYAA&HERBOOKS

ZAKI

FIQAH

FI&KI

HAHAs......

THESE aRE ALL The NONSENSE

photo tt i've TAken.......

moRE ARe comING !!!!

im FEELiN MESSY INSidE........

And I SEEMS To MISS YOU ALoT tODAY........

I JUz FEEL Like SHoUTIn To Ur FACe :

"i MISS YOU !!! x9999999999999"

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我

2009-08-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

i WANa POst Alot PhotOS.........
BuT hOR , itS HArd To GET Them
Over To COm FROm My LG......
im So PRoud Of My Lg WHEN SYAA
WAs SIngiN PRAISes BuT I STARt
To HAte It WHEn Its So Nt USEr
frIENdlY To ME for Im a Com IDIOt......

mayBE , I'll Try AGAIn LAter........
i DUn Know How mucH i Love LG To
The RAtIO Of HAtIn It.......
ITs So Ur FAulT !!!!!!
IM crAzy~~

2009-08-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

BUsy Busy busy on aLL SATuRday !!!!
why ??? i ALSo dUn Know WHy Muz
Every evenTs Land On saturDAY !!!!
AND im ALways rottIn On SUndAY......

WEnt To vivO For my BAByLg wiTh PEIyee
And Off To JE FOR SOME cupp-Ing wiTH
SYAA, Fiqah , zaki and zhiying !!! Then Rush
DOWn To BuGIS tO MEET DUckIe, wasy &co........
HAd Some Fun CrappIn And PLAyIng CheaT !!!!
Then rush to MEEt SIS at TioNg tHen RUSh
again To clementi To MEET PAPA&mama anD
off To SIntua......(i Guess, i juz SpenT my DAy
rushIn HEre AND There To MEET ALL)

zeEs.......i LOSt My BEAD......YAh, THE One TT Have
BEEn WIth ME aLL The WHILE, proTEct ME FRM
ALL UnseeN DANgers......i FElt REAllI UNcomFORtable
w/oUt its secuRE......aND waT Hit ME HArd wAS THe
pReToLd disasTER tt Will BEfall me......YAh, believe
Or nt , up To Ur decisIOn.........buT i Dun WANA RISk
My LEgs........so PLS , keep me AWAy FRm tbP.......

2009-07-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

alRiGHts !!! BlOGger IS SO Kind TT It HAS
RecOver LE......Yeah !!! Three CHEERS !!!!
so HowS Ur Life LAtely Dude ??? EnjOYin oR
nt ??? Juz CHeeR And SmiLE !!!! im ENjOYiN
Fun EVerYday becuz Mr HAPPy IS HERE
wiTh Me !!!! WAS GiggliN and LAuGhIn HArd
WIth 吃个大便 EveryDAy Over Our SILLy
JoKEs......havIn StOmAche CRAmps AFtEr
lAugH IS Juz A Muz HAv...... ans Tis REminds
ME Of TT ChiLDhOOd SOng ;
"if U're HAppY and U KNow It , CLAp Ur HAnd !!!!"
im ALwaYS CLAppIn and LAugHIn AWAy........

So ARe yOu Trying to GET ME Upset LAtelY ???
i ThINk U BettER find ANoTher WAy........
tis DOES Nt work On ME and I SEEMS To SEE
a DARk shAdoW Over U LAtelY........so Tell Me ,
WAts DArkENing UR Life ???

i do HOpe My KindNESS DOEs PAy Off.......AnD
Im LEAViN My badNESS WITh The BADDIES......
i've beeN NosINg everywheRE WiTh My miss NOSeY......
So I do Hope My Nose DUn GROW Long LIke HERS !!!!
HAHas ~~

DOes SHE Know TT Im So Envy Of HEr ????
i BEt SHe WUn KNow........afTEr TT heaRTLess
GuY , i Do Hope SHe GETs ALL The Love FRm
tt new GUY.......as FRm WAt I FEEl , Shes A gOOD
FREn And a gooD loVEr to Me.......and DEfinately
SHe deserVE Some good Love.......

haPPy BirthDAy To marCELLA
TAY On 30/07 and
HAppy BiRTHDAY to NG JUNjIe
Today !!!!

i ThINk IM SAvIn TOO much Words UnSpoKEn ,
THUs HEREs Tis Long POSt.......The RANtIN
BUTTon iS On......

i ThInK Pets CENg iS cool In HER SensE........
And I Do ThINk I SAW SOme famIliar SHadow
On HEr.......my BLAck is cUte And PreTTy And
HAs short HAIr Like HEr !!!!! she HAs A cool
name ~~

featUrinG my New LOve ; PETS CENG

i dun know why The Photo IS LIkE DAMn

SMAll , Even ThOugh I enlArge LE.......

to My loVe ; miss nosey :

girl , dun BE sad Over STuffs Tt You CAnt control ,

for U wun know WAt was goIn To HAppen tml......

Life IS unPreDictable thus Its challengin.......The FUn

STArts WHen U DEcide To EMbrace THe CHAllenGE.....

its Juz PArt And PArcel of life TT PPl ImpT ARe

deparTin Frm Ur SIgHt.......they MAy Be PhySIcallY

goNE , But MEMOries wiLL STAy and loVE Will STAy......

TIS RUle ApplIEs To anyONE

And EVERyONE in Life......

when the woRSt comE KnockIn On Ur DOOR , Juz
say 'Hi' and AccepT It........YoU MiGhT FInd MArIo'S

LittLE MUshROOm Which WIll MAKe U GROw biG

anD have speciAl POWER !!!!!

i'll BE KeePIn HiM In My praYERS for YoU, OKAy ???

2009-07-29T17:06:00.001+08:00

泪了by 曾沛慈

天快亮了
能不能别离开呢
沉默像首悲伤的歌
捂上视线却模糊了
你要走了
也带走所有快乐
甜蜜的片段散落了
疲倦了心冷了我哭了
那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望
要在一起绝不分离
你怎么放弃了
星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪悄悄划过
当你放开了手离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住
不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我
离开我了梦醒了还剩什么
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属于我的
那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望
要在一起绝不分离
你怎么放弃了
星空在闪烁
像你的眼泪悄悄划过
当你放开了手离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我
有过的快乐我都记得
回忆还旋转着爱怎么停了
我们都累了
星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过
当你放开了手离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁
而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我

i juz SimPLy love tis song.....
gt A few DAmn CHio Photo Of
PETs......BuT DAmn BlOGGEr
iS ThrowINg TantrUms aNd
Nt AlLowin ME To UpLOAd
Them........i WAIted a DAy Till
Im ABlE To Fix My NEW parTy
TuNEs too ~~ V_V

2009-07-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

IgNitE!!!! IgNITE!!!! IgnITe!!!!
PArTy ALl The NIGhT !!!!!!!
weNt FOr IgNiTe oN Fri AND sat....
though i Dun REAllI UnDErsTAnd
THe LYRIcs BuT I DO LoVE The
stROnG TEmPO And The DeafENiN
MUSic~~~~~\m/

Went To CELeBRATe MArc's BDAy In
AdvAnce On SAt.......HAd sOMe Fun At
THe EScapE And DInner At NEW YORk
NEW yoRk......Erm.....BuT photoS Are STiLL
WiTh DAp.......[hoPe Tt She Will SEnd ME
REAl sooN ~~~]

i Find TT i SEEms To LOst Touch In BlOggIn.......
i CAnT seEMs To finD The MotIvAtIon AnyMore......
or MAyBE Im JUz PLAin LAzY.......im The Most FREE
PPL In The WorlD And Yet I SAy im LazY......Wth......
i SEEms To BE Losin ThOSe VERy DEEp EMOtIONs......
And I SEEms To BE craNKed In My MinD !!!!!!

Im CRAzy !!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

thOSe BABIES were COOOL
LIke SUperHEROes !!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQcVllWpwGs

Tis IS The InterView Which IS DAmn cuTE ~!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p72ecv3Cwok&feature=channel

2009-07-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

ThereS alwaYS Gt To Be An EndiNg FOr
EVEry STArt~~~~~~~
Its HArD To SAy Bye BuT THEres a Need
To say BYE.........
So Bye To PROf duMbLedorE..........

HARRy POTTER RoCKS My PAPA !!!!!!!!

2009-07-18T15:10:00.005+08:00

mY HEad HURTS AloT Now
AfTER TrYInG HArD To
COmmUnIcAte WiTh SOME
AnIMALS........

Its A LEtdOWn , diSSappOintMEnt ,
hearT WrenChIn MomEnT........
Its NvR FAir In The enD.........
i Dun LiKe Tis But I'Ve LeArnT A
Big lessoN......
ThAnks For LEttInG Me REalISed
TT Im So StUpid For Always insistIn
on STanDiNg BEhInd YOu..........
Its TiMe To WAke Up And LEave ......
i CAme To REalIZe Its A MistaKE
riGht frM The STArt........

alRiGhts......Its TiME To stand Up.......
SHAke Off The MistAke, DrY My TEarS
and ConTinUE My JornNeY.............
Bye MIStakE !!!!!!!

2009-07-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

mY HEad IS BursTiNg !!!!!!!
my FEVEr IS risINg !!!!!
my CouGh is Nvr stOppIng !!!!
i Juz FEEl Like Im dYIn !!!!!
Im In PAIN !!! BiG PAIn !!!!
Huge PAIn !!!!!

i Was nearLy AdmiTted To tHe
hospital........cuz MUm Ask me
SArcasticly Do I Need To go
hospital and i nearlY Say YEs......

I tot Im SAfe WHEN i WOke Up
In The MORniNg , seeIng My LivINg
Room In A Normal StaTE [cuz Im
slpin in The livin room the WHole
FeverISH nite] but after the NOOn ,
FEVEr Is BAck In acTIOn !!!!!!!!!!

oHmIGOt!!!!!!!
i SEriOUSly HAte BEiNG HIGH On TEMp.....
HEAd IS HuRTin And HEatIn Up So Much......
I ThInk I MiGhT Have STir Fry quatER of
My BRAin......
FREAK My BRAin !!!!!!!!!

2009-07-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

SteAmBoaT On FrIDaY WAS A BiG BiG 'YEAh' !!!!!
liKE FinAlly AfTEr A YeaR Of DElay , We FInallY
WEnt For Our REuniON StEAmBOAt.......lIStenIng
To All Kinds Of Ns StOry WAs The GREatesT AftEr
Dinner TAlk......We ChatTEd All The way FOr 3 Hrs.....
ZHen FA SteaMbOAt Was Ex BuT WorTH The $$$
For Its GreaT varIeTY !!!!!!

I STAyEd At HOme YEsterdaY And DAd BroUGht
Me And MUm And uncLE Qin To SteaMbOAt ........
DAd Said UnclE Qin Sugguest To TRy THe KAllanG
oNe.......And It Came OuT as SurpRise To Them tt
Its acTUally The GEyLAngs.......FucK ThOSe GroSS
STeaMboat !!!! They Say Nvr TRy BEfore , so AnyHOW
TRy One Loh Since all The StrEETs Are ChargiN The
Same Price Of $13.80......But tRY iMAGinE eaTiN IN
a COMpaCT rOOM fILLED wItH 'aH tIongs' !!!!!!!
AND tHEY taLK lIKE tHEY gT nO eaRS......I caNt eVEN
HEAR mYSELf.....tHE fOOD vARieTY waS oNlI The
saLAD taBlE TT I usE tO sEE iN pIZZA hUT THosE
sIZE.....fOOD tt aRE foR aH tIoNgs oNlI......i tOt dRInks
wERE sUppOSE tO bE iN tHE pRICE aLREADY SO I
tOoK 3 COkeS ........BUT iN tHE eND , tHEY CHArGE
fOR drINk iNDIVUALLY aND weT tISSUES aT 30cENTS
eACh......wTF......BUT nVM......DAD aND uNCLe qIN
leARN tHEIR leSSoNN OF nT gOna coME tO kaLLANG
fOR stEAMBoaT ALREADy.......THey deCIDED tO GO
baCK FOR tHE bUGIS ONE nEXT tIME.......

aFteR THE dINNER , i fELT SO SICK........
haVInG feveR TILL now........

2009-07-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

I Was StUnnEd When I HEarD The FirsT
LoUd BAng !!!! Then i BEgan To SearCh
For TT GorgEous fireWOrK On The Road....
i FouND My TArGEt And Was HoPiNg TT
All The Tall BuIldIng wiLL go Hide Under
GRouNd for Tt 10 MINS.......BuT I OnLi
CaUgHt 3 glImPSe Of thE FireWorKS aND
The 'pUmp PuMp' SOuNd Was GOne..........
i tot DAd WAs DriViN WAy Too FAr AlreadY,
BuT Tt SoUnd Shld Be AbLe To Be HEard For
Tt DIstAnce.......waT DisaPPoInT Me Was TT,
The FirewoRks Was Onli Less Then 10 shOts
and It Was RAinIn CAts And DOgs..........
I WAna WAtch Some MORE~~~~~~~

2009-07-11T16:58:00.002+08:00

thERes FIrewoRks perFormAnce
ToNiGht at exactly Tt SAme PLace......
briNg me There , Will yoU ???

I Wish UpOn a Star........
and I Wish Upon FirewORks......
-isa:"Lifes beaUtIfUl When U dAze
oVer The gorgeOUs fiREwoRk......"

2009-07-06T22:23:00.001+08:00

LiFe Is A bOre And Mum Is AlwayS
TryInG To MAke ThiNGs WOrst For Me.......
And How DOes BEing COnstAntLy Sick
FOr Three WEEks SOund LiKE ? The Sore
ThroaT Nvr DIEs And CouGhIng CamE In
And Out.......WAkIn EVEry MornIng WiTh
SuCH PAin IS A HaRd StrUggLE......FORciN
My BodY The WAy To Sch And YEt My DAy
STArts WitH FEVer EVErydaY.......i TrIEd To
MAke MyseLf BEliev tt My ThermOmeTRE
IS sPoiLEd , BuT There Are TiMES i GEt
NormAl TeMPeratURE In The NOOn.......
WearIn A MAsk And Go DOwn To OFFIce IS
Too much Of A NUisanCe To ME .......i RAther
spREad My DIseases To my claSSmate In My
Air-COn clasSroOm......Wat A BRAt am I ???
POPpiN PiLLS HAs BEEn Like A NormAl actIOn
To mY DaiLY Life And NtH SeeMS To Work on
My ThROAt.....nT EVEn BoTTles And BoTTles
of WateR cAn Do The MAgic.........

And tHe WorsT ThInG Is TT Im SUcha A LAGGin
BRAt StIll siTTiNg And LyInG On My COmFORt
ZOne Doin NtH ExcepT NoNseNSe To THe oTHErs.....
i've SEEn How claSSmAtes All Ard mE had TExtbOOks
and WorkSHeetS For Their HoMe MEals......and They
Seems To Be Eating TExtBooK EVERyday whILE Im
Juz CHiLLin And WatchINg All ThOSe favOuriTEs
DraMA.......OKAy, buT I SeriOUSly EnjOy My LIfe.......
I Nvr WAnted The Life SAme Like PAsserBy A nOr B.....
so I Start DOing WEird Stuff and Etc.......These Kind Of
SlackIng Life Is Too Much YEt i CAnt SEemS To puLL
Myself Away Frm Tis......MAybe Life shldnt Be TT
stRESSfuL In The first PLAce.......Juz chILL~~~~

2009-06-26T19:28:00.014+08:00

iF I CAn SkIp One DAy Of
AttAchMENt , i wiLL SkIp
The SecoND DAy Too !!!!!!

i WenT To tHe doc aGaIn and Tis Time I Gt
TWo DAys Of Mc.....wahAha.....bUt Tis Also
pRoVE Im Sick.......juz Nt Too WEak YEt.....
AftEr Some med And Slp , Its TIME For
LAppy Fun And tOOk AloT IDioTic PhOto
WiTh Tt PiG......

we still LooK ALIke , Dont We ???

Juz TrYin To Be VEry fUNNy........

BuT The weBcAm was SomeHow Fun As It Was

The OnLi ENtErtaInmenT............

On THe SAddEr NoTe..........

The World's IdoL michAel JAcksOn HAs Died

Due To HEart AttAck.......i SAw The NEWs

WhiLE WaitiN For My doc And I MAss Msg

AloT PPl......Most Was ShOCked TOo ..........I WAsnt

His FAns Nor DIed HArd FaNs , BuT I stIll FEEl a

EmoTiOn Lower THAn HAppy For His NEWs.....

mAny Tot I Was His FanS ......But When HE was DAmn

Hot And FAmoUS, I wasnT even Born Or When i WAS,

I WAS Too YoUng To Know All abt Him ......

OKay......

MAy MichAel jacKSon REst In PEaCe........

2009-06-25T23:00:00.006+08:00

I SkIPPed Work TOday !!!!!!
i Dun LIke TT StInKy StUpId IRRiTAtIn
AttacHMEnt At The HAbOURfroNt ~~~
so I WenT To The Doc And HAppIlY GEt
mYseLF A DAy Off.......YEah ~~

GraNNy And YEYE BouGht YAkUlT FOR
ME ~~~ YEAh~~~ buT Sis WAsNt hERE
To ShaRE WiTh ME.....

OuT Of BoREdOm~~~ i Took Some STuPID
phoTo~~~

USiNg CIAs LAppy

i SpenT My WhOle HoGGin on LappY aND

WAtch PiziYiNgxIONg.........

And Im AlmOSt Done WiTh ALL......

WAHAHA.....

2009-06-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

SIS lEfT fOr BoStOn On 18th jUne , luckY
i CHAnGe mY MiNd On GoIn HoMe AFter
MoVIe DAy , CUz I WAs TotAlly MESs Up
WiTh The DATE......i Din REalISe It WAs tt
NiGht TiLL SIS SAy "WE Are GOin AirPOrt
LAtEr EH !!! "

So bOth Of US ToOK CAb ouT For LATE DINnEr
DUe To LAziNESs And WE HyNoTISe OUR BRAin
WiTh THE REAsOn tt We Shld SpurLge......Wth.....
SIS HAs BEEn SpOnSerIn My MoviE TicKs , SuPPEr,
Blah BLAh.....so Its My Turn TO TREAt HEr AjiSEn
Before SHE fLIes.....

shE WAs STarIn In The Air, i Bet She'll Miss
Ajisen.......

im On my BAd HabIt tt i DUn FEEl Like goIn

Home BEfore 12am.......So SIS Acc Me at

Coffee CLub And slAck as We HAve at LeasT 4

hOURs TiLL AiRpoRt Time........

i BEt i'll Miss SIS and I REallI Do AlreaDy......

CUz GraNNys HSe SEEms Quiet w/Out SIS.....

NoBodY WIll WEbCAm With ME WhiLE We

Are Juz MEtres AWAy.......noBoDy Will SharE

SHArE EVErytHiNg With me.......noBoDy DRinK

YAkUlt WiTh me......NoBoDy chat With Me on

Bed TiLL Late.......noBody Will Bring ME Out

And wAtCh lAte Movie ~~~~~

everYday I Juz Woke For Work, retUrn Frm Work,

USe LAppy Then Slp with GranNY......no More Fun....

BuT SIS HAs ProMISed To BuY LotS Of StUFFs

FOr ME ~~~ YEAh ~~~im so ranDOM ~~~~

2009-06-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

haPPy BiRthdaY To
Miss Lim GUiHUA !!!!!
YEah ~~~
Went To east COAst For tiS siLLy girl'S bday.....

i HoPE thESe Stitch And AngeLS Were
All MiNe ~~~ AWW.....

i PuRpoSelY WAnted To Be The
ExtRA BehInd....hAHaha.....

i HoPe U've enJoY at Least tt BiT.......
We'll HAv More Fun NExt Month kk ??

BYe peePS~

2009-06-20T10:23:00.000+08:00

i ThINk MoSt PPl WoUlD agReE WiTh Me
TT Life ISnT AnY BiT Of InTEresTiNg RiTe ???
FuCKiNg IrrITAtiNg PPl ArE All ARd And
it NvR SeeMS to StOp CirCulAtIng.......Wth....
BuT Im StIll TRYin To MAke MySelf HAppIer
WiTh My OWn StUpID WAYS......

i Did SometHiNg So StUPID ,
BuT It KEEps ME SmiLIng
ALL DAy LoNg ........

2009-06-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

I WisH I HAv More TiMe FOr HoLIDAy !!!!!!
i Dun FEel Like WorkIn In TT DAmn IRRiTATin
PLAce AnyMOre......****Fuck My Life.......

SIS BoUgHt Tis MiNi ElectRic watEr heAtEr
FoR HER bostOn TrIp......VERy CuTe HoR??

MAnaGeMEnT MeeTIn iS juZ a bOre iN

My aRsE.......oNlI fuckTaRD iS eNjOyIn iT.......

bUt lEts jUZ wISh faZ aND cHAiLiNG A

B-EARLY BDAy !!!!!

I kNoW iM sTIll nT eNjOyIn tIS ANYmOrE......

I fUcKiN haTE OR yOu caN saY dReaD tO gO

wORK wIth A hErd oF fUcKtaRDS........ppl seeMS

tO bE sO diff aS tHEY sUppOSE tO BE ........

iTS sUCHA paIN iN THE arSE......aND iM lOSin'

mY cONTrOL sooN ........

MAyBe Its WAs Like WAt U predIctEd EArlY on ,

Mr GrEAt........i Did Nt ChooSe Nt To BelIeve.........

I Juz ChOOSe To See It HAppen........And RiGht Nw,

Im Juz so Fuck Up WiTh My LiFe.......doEs GOd knOw

any SoLuTiOn To Tis mESS ????

if you Ask Me ,

i'll still say yes.......

yes, i stIll love........

i duN Like LyIn anymORE......

2009-06-12T01:45:00.001+08:00

tImE To WorK My BuTT OuT In Tis shITTy
PlacE ........YeT TiS lil CoRnEr REMiNds Me
of All ThOse HappY PAst........BUt whO the
HeLL Juz Turn Tis PlaCe Like Tis ?????
erM......Yah......Im Kinda dIsaPPOintEd When
ThInGs ChanGe And turN OuT Tis waY.......

juz anYhoW TakE PhOtO Of HeR whIle

woRkIn Cuz I ReaLLi No MoRe Mood......

No MorE Fav StatION for me~~

no More Fav MemOries......

bUt I ShifT TheM In My MiNd......